Same activity same sleep habit...

Hi!!! how yall doin??? good i hope...hahah
fells like already a decade since the last time i wrote blog hahhaa...
lot of things to tell but well, not to excited about it...

anyway my moving to bandung is reassured to be in may or june...
and the contract have been fully handed to my mom...
lot of things to be worry about but hell with it... need to bear the feeling of not seeing my old friends hahaha...

anyway just finished my miniature 2 weeks ago... give some comment if you like it or not...

and same to my old habitual.. no sleep while dealing with  the assignment and sleep the whole day after finished it..
anyway worth it!!! haha.. even sometimes it makes me feel odd and uncomfortable.. even after taking a whole day sleeping..haha

Oh... Happy White Day for you  that are celebrating and wish u all have a good relationship with your couple hahha.. and of course i need to wait for about 2 years before i could have gf..haha..

Hoping to start writing blog again... this time with consistent of course...

next time we'll talk about love haahha...my love... if i remember..wakakak
Well then...see you again..hehe

Come on!!!

hey guys... finally found out the result of my blood test...and it haven't normal yet...
I don't know how could it happen but it makes me feel sorry for my friends..
cause i've promise them to have a dinner when i'm better...and i feel that it will be very hard to get out from my house now...
Hopefully my mom will give me the permission...cause maybe the next year it will very hard to meet all of them again...
why?? i can't tell you something that haven't 100% sure to be happened..
sometimes it bothered me too.. how could i tell all of my friends about it..maybe they will be angry, maybe they would be very disappointed..but there are no other option... i really need to keep this shut until it is really happened cause i don't want anything excited happened cause it will make me real hard to do it...

hey new year is approaching...and still i can't be spending it with good this like BLIA old n new celebration or even The Dharma Retreat which i've been waiting for whole year...
maybe i just not lucky enough probably it will the time to spend with my family...hehe

anyway pretty ross!!!! miss u hahaha...long time no see.. :p
take care...

Comeback?

hey guys.. it's been quite a while since the last time i wrote in my blog...
Some of you maybe miss me..some may not hahhhaa...too overconfident perhaps..
Just wanna say that nowadays i got "hepatitis A" that makes me went home to Medan 2 weeks ago and yet still couldn't fully recovered..
heard from my mom is that the virus will completely disappeared for about 5 months and for that 5 months i can't play soccer,gym,eating deep fried food...o..gosh...i feel like i'm in hell..hahaha
But this time i also got some fortunate in my hand..not only get my dad's phone which quite new,i also get new ipod and also the newest album of jay..hahaha...
at least it is hard for me to feel bored with this kind of things hahahaha...
and me too could went out with my friends after checking my blood diagnosis..

And probably too this could be the very last time i could go out wit them..
quite sad there's  some friend who couldn't home this year hehehe...
this is just a probability but yet maybe next year it will be very had to went home hahaha...
i'll tell u the reason when it has become a reality hehehe...

share some pics hahahha

hahaha...new haircut..makes me look younger...don't you agree hhahahha...

liar

i've been called liar just now..
yes i admit i've lied to you last night...
but do you know i've done it because i don't want to hurt your feeling.
i know you're alone in your home waiting for someone to came and accompany u.
but suddenly my friend ask me to come because they've waited for me..
maybe it's true that i'm too greedy so i took both option which after going to have a talk with then i'll go to your place..
But maybe this is the cause of greedy, you'll getting trouble..
Sorry,i'm not making my friend first rather than u..but i just want to make both sides happy.
sorry because i don't aware it will make u hurt.
u also maybe dunno how fast i try to drive so i won't miss any minute to be together. and maybe how much i don't care to sleep just to see your face..
funny isn't it?
and now u said u like other really makes me diss..hahhaa.. and maybe me myself too arrogant so i feel u got this feeling for me..

sorry maybe i'm too good to other people so i don't aware that by doing that i might hurt some people's feeling..

anyway,it's time to say gudbye, i don't know how things will work out. bu maybe it's true that i'm too soon to love someone..
see you again my lovely friends.

Love??skill?? whatever...

Am i in condition where i like a girl again?
honestly it's been a quite time since i do some close approaching to someone and i feel i'm in a very bad condition..
hahahahha.. just feel pesimist..i think probably my skill is vanished gradually..wakakaka

talking about skills..recently i felt my skill in playing soccer is not as good as i used to..
feeling like my feet doesn't want to obey me anymore..
and the result is...great depression came to me..aigoooya..
need to practise more...

not in a good condition lately,
often headache...having nightmare in 2 days continuesly..
feeling like going to sick..however still in the mood to make people happy..haha
so smile and your day will be better..
congrats my bepu..for your visa..and again..wish u to have a very great study there..
and wish to meet you again in the nest year if i am coming home..hehe

to Ms preeetooy...

good evening peps..
first of all i would say that i'm really sorry for my friend which had been hurt by me...
Honestly i just haven't really determined yet whom i really like...
sometimes i said i like you but yet i fell like i'm into 2 person's heart...
this is why i'm not dare to take the chances for us to be closer..
It's because i don't want to hurt your feeling when it's wrong..
so maybe it's better to tell you first than when both of us really close..it'll maybe hurt you more..
and me myself know that you really can't forget the boy who really make you go crazy...( aussie boy )
and i don't want any of us regret when we take the option...
this is why i got hesitate to be a lot closer...
really sorry...

and as you know,this is what makes me say that i'm not that "good"...
even in fact i'm really not good person..i admit it...
and i'm in the progress to make me better...
i don't know how it will turn out,will the result is i'm better or worse,i'll take it..
but i hope i'll be better..Please don't wait for me..(sorry if i'm to "big head")
Because you got a very bright future..a very super duper bright future that even me can't reach it..
and i hope that you can forget the aussie boy if you don't feel comfortable and find another china boy which is very nice and real good in inner or even physic beauty..
you really deserve it.. in fact you are a really good girl that will turn to a marvelous woman..hehehe...

it's really nice to know you and having a chat,webcam,or even talking to you..hehehe...
and i would love to be your friends and also best friend (be pu) hehehehe... how bout that??hehe
from leetoooy...wkakakaka...

sorry y...comment it to know your response..

I'm back again!!!

hahahahhaa....i'm starting it with a smile peps...
it's been a quite a long time since the last time i wrote blog...maybe almost 2 or 3 month i think..
so...
lots of good news and bad news have come to me in this whole timeout....
not only that, me myself also enjoying watching variety show like "Running man" which causing me a very horrible scream,laugh,laugh till cry,or even stomachace disease...
i really suggest all of you watching it...hehehe..
it's really a very nice break for you who got a really busy and lousy activity whole day..hahahaha...

but...but...and my butt...
when it came to things such as problems...nothing can make them easier to be dealing with,even using all good methods...
not only problems in what i am doing now,or what i am studying now but also what i am feeling now...
me have been feeling unsure who the girl i really like right now...it's really confusing right,sometimes i fell like i'm into this girl but suddenly i realize i was wrong and it'll happen all the time...
i dunno why i could be like this.. some girls told me that it's because i've been good to all girls,so i'm not only making them misunderstood but also making myself more confuse of it...
so what i'm doing now is i try to give the right place for those who i really like and who i felt only as a friend..or even a bestfriend..
Yet I'm still a Loner....
For what i've done in this whole 19 years that makes you misunderstood, I'm sorry..so sorry...
anyway pep..i'll try to keep in touch as often as possible..
so every good advise tht i receive could i pass to all of you so all of us also could be a better person...

oh yes!!! tomorrow my niece will be marry...sounds weird right??yup she's almost 22 but because her grandmother is my aunt so she is my niece then..hhahaha... time moves really fast, right?
congrats to her and hope she will be a very nice wife and mother in the next few years later...
chukaee!!!!!

anyway wish me to be a better person and better man!!!seumdwa!!
kansahamnida....

i'm in koreafever!!!hahahaha