my comeback!!!

It's been quite a long time since the last blog I've written hahaha...
Maybe sometimes people confuse why I always add "hahaha" in the end of some sentences...let me tell u the reason..it's because I love to smile and laugh..not only that..I also want to tell everybody that I'm happy even sometimes it's untrue hehehehe...
Enough for the melancholist style..
hai guys!!!!recently I've been into some music...let me tell you the titles..they are the rocketeer,the time,everybody,and other else..they really drive me crazy..they help me to become very happy and on fire!!hahahah...
You can try it!!!haha...

Yet recently I have some 'hope' again even though finally I realize it was an empty hope hehehe...
See ya again peps...try to enjoy this life..just like me...hyaaaat..hahahahah...

everbody

actually the title i took from a song by ingrid michaelson...
i'm not quite sure you know about it hehhehe...
damn!! it's a nice song...
just want to tell that everbody was really important whoever they are..
even though they are poor,sick or whatever..
they are really important...so try to respect them...if can't then learn to respect them..

actually i dunno what feeling comes to me right now till i wrote about all this shit...
maybe i just want to tell something important..maybe not....

back to me!!
now sitting at the floor,writing some blog then finishing the miniature and all the damn task..
hahahha...feeling that i never get refreshing memory...wkwkwkw...
yet i love it....
14 february is coming near...oooh heck!!!I don't got any girlfriend...so maybe i'll just past it trough and look it just as usual monday...
hahhahhaa....hoping to get some chocolate..yummy...my favourite  snack!!!hhahaha

for those who are lucky...do your best for her...maybe try chocolate inside flowers....wkwkkw...
for those who's not...don't be sad..a lot of people will accompany u..hahaha..and believe..your time will come...
see ya peos..
nice night and dream...

For my friends!! read this!!wkwk

Something good will not happen everytime. That's what I learned from this week after I went home to medan..
Actually this holidaywhich is only for one week even though most of it was because I skip the lesson..but yet I feel really happy in medan...
I can meet my family..my grandma n grandpa..I also can meet my teacher..
My nice and crazy teacher..not forget my friend..who's lot crazier..and funnier...
And I meet the one I truly like(seems she was really mysterious so I can't tell you)...even though maybe between us is hopeless..yet I really happy to meet and talk to her...even maybe she really want to say gudbye to me..hahaa..or maybe some of my friends tell me to forget about her...yes,this is another lesson I've learnt from my friend...
Sorry too for the girls who have the one side like with me..sorry..I don't mean it..

And now I've returned to bandung to fight against the monster name architecture.. Sometimes I feel that I just want to quit it and take something else..
But I think it's the worst choice..because I have to do my best to fight it...even I got a bunch of task to be finish...and that's really kill my sense...

This makes me realise that what happen to us is not always something good...
If I could describe this then I could tell that a week in medan feels like a very really good dream for me...and when I wake up..I realised that I was in a shit situation..hahaha...but the memory I've made in medan will stay forever in my head...
Thanks guys and girls...
You really help to relieve my stress this week and happy chinese new year..

Hope u enjoy it...
Love isn't something we can achieve without any fight..is it true?
Y or N???
:D
Next time I'll write about something happy..I won't lose to a girl with 'pret'!ahahah

just another sad story

Don't know actually how to say or even tell this...
But first of all won't write anybody name of course...and for that someone..just take it easy because i am not mad at all with u..I am not angry
too..I was only upset..upset with myself actually..
Remember what I said..I don't angry with u at all..hehehe...
Em first of all maybe I would confess that I really have feeling to that girl..and yes she know it..
The problem started when the first time my mind though that she also have the same feeling.. I keep that mind until one day I ask her seriously that wheyher she had that kind of feeling or not..
Even though I can't be her couple because of one and another reason but I just want to know..
Why??because by knowing the answer I can know too whether I was right or being deceive by my mind this whole time..
But it turned out to be my worst prediction..for this whole time,I was only being deceived by my own mind..the fact is she don't have the feeling but I was too over confident and feel that she got the feeling..
This is what actually make me upset..this kind of childish mind I have!! This over confident thinking I have!! This!! All of this can't be kept forever for me..
I have to change this kind of mind!!! And I was really grateful that she tell me the truth so I can realised something bad which can make me better...thanks anyway..

Em she ask me not to wait..do you know what will I do?? Don't know?? Let me tell u the answer.. Yes!!! I don't know too hahahahah...this part is secret...
Em because of this I want to tell for all of u,don't afraid to love someone..because it's really nice to know that feeling..allthough u get heartbreak,no problem..don't commit suicide too..try to understand and fighting man!!!! Just like what I am doing for 'someone' which maybe my friend name betharia know ahahahhahahahaha...


 Love is beautiful..but life is even more wonderful!!!try to enjoy it hehehe...
See ya again friends..

1st day of the second journey..

Hai friend..
Seems it's been quite long since last time wrote blog hehehe..
Feels like kind new one for me actually hahah..
Anyway today is the first day of my college in 2011 and start it with smthing that is not good..

At first I don't know my schedule and I promise to wake up at 7 but the moment I woke up and saw the clock makes my mouth said " Gosh!!! I'm late!!!" Then I quickly skip bath,then I changed my trousers and run as fast as I could to my university..when I arrive'I check the shedule and shout one more time ' Gosh!! I truly late this time!!!" realised that the time woke up which is 9 am is the time my first lesson start..hahaha...

All of you can imagine the continue of the story wkwkwkw...

What a horrible morning heh??
Yet still try to enjoy it wkwkwkwkw...

I think that's all.. see ya again peps..wkwkkw

New Year!!!New Year!!!!hahaha

it seems today is the first day of 2011 i write blog hehehehe...

love it so much....thinking about whole things that i've done last year makes who i am right now and maybe now i could start to think what can i do this whole year to create who i am next year......and i need useful things to do of course hahahah....
maybe it's to deep but hopefully you could understand this word heheheh...

this new year is the first time for me not to spend it like play firework,singing,dancing and other fun things but i done it with something real different...
but i like it a lot and because of it i feel some changes happen inside of me....

the last week before new year i realize that i'm so lucky although i can't went home to medan....
I could meet a very honor teacher who teaches us,i meet a lot of friends,even foreigner,i meet a lot of communities,a lot of types from people,their attitude,their way of thinking and living and other else.....
honestly i was very shocked to know that western people are more serious to take this teaching than some of us....
they really focused and they can sit still for an hour....O.O
shocking isn't it....
the truth is I really admire them...really really admire them hahaha
i hope i could meet them again next year...hehehehe
i also hope to meet my teacher again....and could take picture or talk with him personally...hahahah

so....maybe next year i still won't going home hehehhe....

have a nice day friends...sometimes there's some choices to choose...each one have the positive and negative...choose the best and try not to regret your decision....
just be happy heheheh...

see ya peeps...

Freaking moment....

Just having such a hard work with cleaning the house,making my hands hurt and tired...
But it's better than to know that there's a possibility that i won't go home this january...
damn...what a disappointment....what a shame....
after i know this news,i got dreams for 2 days in a row that i met the girl that i like from medan....
seems i missed her too much ckckckc....

aaahhh....there's also the last test i have to fight for...seems everything getting worse and worse....
Anyway...Hi peeps...long time no see hahahahaha....

Wish i got doraemon by my side....Then there's nothing to worry about...hahahahahha
have a nice saturday night friends...