Freaking moment....

Just having such a hard work with cleaning the house,making my hands hurt and tired...
But it's better than to know that there's a possibility that i won't go home this january...
damn...what a disappointment....what a shame....
after i know this news,i got dreams for 2 days in a row that i met the girl that i like from medan....
seems i missed her too much ckckckc....

aaahhh....there's also the last test i have to fight for...seems everything getting worse and worse....
Anyway...Hi peeps...long time no see hahahahaha....

Wish i got doraemon by my side....Then there's nothing to worry about...hahahahahha
have a nice saturday night friends...

Once in the last 50 years...

Today exactly at 12 pm bandung was having a very heavy rain...It was really a horrible raining,making me can't even out from my place to go to my uni...
so i just wait and sit still but yet something worried me...
And finally my expectation come true...
The Human made disaster was coming...Everywhere nearby my house was flood...It was almost 1 meter from the ground and the worst is The flood enter my place too..Even though i lived in the third floor but it still have to help the first floor to swipe out all the water..
what a sensation i have today and i quite shocked after looking at the small river near my place...
The water flows very fast just like what happen in tsunami...
It flows very fast and drag everything in their way...watching it makes me feel thrilled and quite frightened,imagined how if i was drag by that water....

hahahhaa...Yet today i can playing with rain again just like what i've done while i was child...

and the weather is just the similar weather which it was chilly and very nice weather...

Dag..Dig...Dug..The heartbeat comes from my chest while thinking about the coming test i have to take....

see ya again peeps...Have a nice saturday night heheheh :)

It's my risk...

Just a couple days ago i figured out that i must stop to online first....
stop chatting,and even play facebook...
hahahaha...
maybe it has been a very hard situation that i have to take this decision...
It was not other than my bad mark and my totally massive assignment....
For the assignment,it's not because the amount but it was because my lacking of idea to make the design hahahaha
And for my test...i got a quite horrible mark....making me to have to try harder and fight harder for my final test so i won't replay the same subject next semester hahahaha....
so maybe i will unknown for about 1 month or more wkwkwkw....
hope this can work so my mark will be much better hahaha...
Ah...sorry but i'm not being arrogant or forget my friend wkwkwk...
After all the test i will search for all of u again...i promise wkwkkwkw....
but i will never stop blogging....just wait for my condition here...if even you want to know ahhahha....

just the same weather i had here...
Even some addition come such as th warmth from some of my friend and also my brother,as well as my cousin...Happy feeling flow through my body after taught some children drawing today...hehehe...

Right then..Have a wonderful saturday night for all my friends around the world....
see you guys again hahahha

A night to fight...

Just recovering from the illness yesterday..just some headache and fever to accompany my night..
Not the worst night i ever get however hahahaha...Just thanked buddha i don't get the worst one...
but luckily when i ty to get up from my bed,i feel my head better an i try to work some homework out..
fortunately can finish it.. Just need some strong will to finish it ahahaha...

even though i got some illness,i feel quite happy because yesterday my group wins the first futsal match held by us in OBC...(just the place to play futsal near my campus)
and i score a goal...even just a goal,i feel happy because could make some attempt to help the other score hahahha...
but some bad things happen,not only because it was raining before my friend's match finished,but also some teams argued because of their losing situation and they try to point toward other people that they were wrong..the fact is that was the worst thing to do.. they should cooperate and also accept the lose together...wkwkwkwkw...

fuuuuh....what a very nice weather...the chilly and nice weather i had here in bandung wkwkwkw.. can't be patient anymore to finally can go home to medan wkwkwk....i'm looking forward to it hahha...
even though there's the final test i must face hahahaha....

alright then..Hope all of you could have a wonderful day...
see ya friends wkwkw

Teenage Dream

Just like the song of Katy Eerry...
Every teenage got their dream....
And me as a teenage got a very weird dream and wish..not to being rich or other else but i chose to hope that i could be with my old friends again in school even for 1 day or even for a night...
There's no other words for my feeling except I miss them a lot wkwkwkw....
maybe because i missed every farewell party in my school and other activity...so i feel something missing in my teenage life...
maybe i could become a witch if i can because i will study all spell especially to return my time backwards hahahaha...
what a wonderful dream...
speaking about witch or sorcerer...Yesterday i watch 'Harry Potter The Deadly Hollows'....
And for me the mark from 0 to 100 is 95...It's a marvelous and amazing film...Even when i finished watching it,i still wanted to buy the DVD....It's to cool to be missed...i assured you...watch it quickly!!!!hahahahah...
It came with the best scenario and climax...but pity it's just part 1...So ashame that i have to wait for half a year again to watch the second part ahhahaha....
But maybe i'll try to patient wkwkwkkw...

Just another story when today i play volley..
i realize that i'm not try enough and have to train harder wkwkwwk...
I feel i still weak...not able to receive the ball well and can't spike the ball well...
what a bad timing i got hahaha...hate it so much....
and i got something when i got home....

maybe you can't see it well but my cheeks getting red because of sun bathing while playing volley outdoor hahahaha....red like tomatoes....wkkwkwk

Another weather forecast for me...
right here in bandung,the weather is quite chilly as usual..even though in the morning it as hot like the microwave hahahaha...and also quiet with some sounds of motorcycle...don't know what makes today out of rain even my minds seems to be raining homeworks and feeling of miss my friends...wkwkwkw...

See ya again and hope u all get the best saturday night...

A nice Red Sign...

Just a few days ago i got a wonderful holiday....even though i feel really pity for the massacre killing of animal around the world,the worst is that my friend even saw the cow crying when being cut off its head...
Yet it is still a nice holiday for me...ehehehe...
That day i went to a place with the name  "Kampung Gajah".
there,i found some interesting things and also a lot of funny things... i feel very comfortable with the air there...very chilly windfull and nice air that i got there... i feel very fresh not only when i enter the place but also when i circling around there...
maybe in some other times i'll be going there again hehehe....
then i saw some amazing scenery when i was about going home...
it's something that i've been failed to fly it since last year....

This is it... even the cloud seems to very unfriendly...yet this hundreds of kites still fly up to the sky....
Love this picture so much...hahahha

Blast weekend...

what a very nice weekend i have this month...
Along with the horrible homework i have,i was accompany by a lot of funny,interesting and happy felling...
Just a few example, a nice dinner,a nice suprise from my family, happy 'acapella' singing,slept in my friend's place,teach some child and playing with them..and the best is.....
Yesterday night!!! by following the 50th anniversary from one of faculty in my university...(secret) hahaha
i was very satisfied back there...hahaha...after the training we've got and every sacrifice that we've given...
when everything finished,all of us scream a lot hahaha...it was a regretful memory aand i love it so much wkwkwkw...
The stomping,percussion,the panel and of cours the singing such as "acapella" combined into one and serve the best thing that u can watch ahahha...

don't know how to express my exploding feeling wkwkkw.....

And i'm also happy can teach many people a little bit about SUJU...hope they can also mastered it as what i've trained for wkwkwkw...

the forecast for today is the very light and peaceful weather that can make everybody to see clearly and also be cheerful even though it was accompany with the small raining.. the similar feeling that i got...even though i was very cheerful,yet i still got some sad feeling...
the worst and hardest thing to be explained..
Hope u enjoy this and have a wonderful SUNDAY!!!!!hhahahha

a 12 hour sleep

Finally finished my miniature and even have not been marked,i quite satisfied hahahahha..
next time i'll put it into my blog hehehehee...
and when i get home,change clothes then for about 5 pm i go to sleep and the most weird things is this morning at 6 am i woke up so i sleep for about 12 hour hahahaha...but it's really refreshing sleep....hahahahah.. i don't feel any sleepy feeling again hahahahha.....

hai BB i'm coming wkwkwkw...

See ya again ffriends...Just a small blog for a nice and little feeling i have hahaha

The new one for me...

hey friends seems like i'll got a new one this month...
not new girl but rather new handphone such as blackberry...

The real fact is i'm quite afraid to use it,afraid i'll be crazy of it...every moment i'll spend with it hahahaha
hope this won't be reality hehe...

Now i'm doing my miniature again...cause it's going to submit tomorrow...hope it will be accept hehehhe...
and of course get a great mark..
even though now my thigh,legs,back and hips are stiff because the physics training i got 2 days ago...
I still have to survive this test...i must do my best so i won't embarrasing my family who have support me until now..
Oh yes...i'm sorry to for not coming to my 'she fu' teachings which i've missed a lot...
so sorry...hahaha...maybe i'll follow it next time...Hope i can back to medan too hehehe...
so many people i missed for hahaha...

the weather forecast for today..is quite a silent and peaceful night,where i got no friend next to me and a lot of things to do hehe...Just a chilly night hehehe...

see ya alll...
don't forget to comment hahaha

Bleeding night hahahaha

Yesterday i found a horrible thing happen...
I cut my finger.....it was accidentally happen when i was cutting the greyboard for my maket hahahaha...
first i don't realize but then suddenly i saw there's something flow out from my finger....
what!!! Blood...
then i try to suck it....but the blood never want to stop flowing down...
then my next attemp is i try to press it to my shirt...after a few minutes finally the blood stop flowing...
Fuh feeling so relieve hahhaha....
now trying to put the band-aid even hurts still a little hehehehe...

be careful guys...don't do the same thing as i am ahhahahaha

Chasing the deadline

What a week i must rush for...
Imagine just 5 more day before i summit my homework...
and i even don't confident enough for the design...what a disaster i'm doing hahahha...
seems that i've need to stay awake for another day to do this hahahaha...
so funny...
i think i should try agel wkwkwkkwkw...
the best vitamin i ever taste...then i should upgrade my gear again also my chip inside my head so i could work harder and faster...heheheh...

Feeling that everything is going wrong...and i need to be focus right now...

Today,the weather seems to be quite nice even though it can't help the like or the rush feeling i'm having...plus some ex rainy day from yesterday makes it more chilly and also help some people to be deep inside their sleep...making somebody forget their problems and try only to sleep...honestly it's what i want but in relity i must fight not to get great mark but just to do the best for myself heheheheh...

hve a nice day...see ya bloggers wkwkwkw

New record!!! Have to be read....wkwkwkw

Morning guys...This is the first time i wrote my blog in the morning...so happy i start my day with a blog...yiiipiiiee....wkwkwkw....
new record has been done by me...
i don't sleep for one day even a minute...hahahaha...not bbq,playing or other else but making my homework..It's really a WOW right hahahahha...

just to share this...hope u can enjoy this day and please don't try what i've done today at home wkwkwkwk...
For the one i like...hope today you can study welll...next time i'll upload my homework hehehhe...
see ya again friend and hve a blast day!!!!hehehehe

^.^ big smile....

Heartbeat...

For note...this title is not about the song from 2 pm...It's about something i have felt since i was in high school and still sometimes recently hahahha...

Some short stoy...-o-
A couple months before i departed to bandung...I found somone that stole my heart and make a midget coming inside my heart and knock it every time i saw her...like..BAng..bang..bang...
so funny and fantastic...seems like when i with her i can't be bored even almost one hour....feeling like being daydreaming all the time...hahahha...
yes i like her..but a lot of things blocked me from her...something or someone i can't betray...2 words from facebook..It's complicated....so i take the risk and just keep my feeling inside without a chance to tell her yet...
Then i try to force myself when i've already in bandung to ell my feeling...even though she have the positive answer but and but because i study outside my hometown,she can't also force herself to be with me...i understand...This is the something that i was talking about...

Yet i found difficulties to forget about this girl hehehe...then suddenly i found a very nice girl...at that time i just so so but don't know why i feel something that i call like...but i realize it's not easy to be in love with somebody and maybe she also got smeone i don't know inside her heart...so maybe i should step aside and try to vanish this kind of feeling first...

The one i like when i was in school..so sorry to have dissapointed u..even u lied to me sometimes...
to the one i like now...sorry too..hahaha

Oh yes love is something that hard to get..don't say love if u are only in like situation...think positive and all the risk..When u sure...then SAY it!!!!!hahahha

This is another weather forecast from lee...What a chilly night,makes me feeing the romance that covers my heart a couple months ago..or a months ago...sory for the one i don't have feeling...just don't want to hurt u..so sorry...

note the one i like is the one that everyday was calling me with her handphone,and recently give me a gift...
curious???Find her then wkwkkwkw...

see ya friend...hopeu enjoy this night as i am in bandung..Maket..I'm coming ahahhaha

Time past so fast...

So funny when i remember the times i was decorating my class,dance training for the logo official announcement for my class...so many things that makes me feel a lot more younger that time..Very happy taking picture with friend...Try not to be overreacting but honestly hard to deny that i'm not doing it.. Feeling that there will be nothing that can separate me and my friend...what an enjoyable feeling i was having...every moment that i had there surely can't be done again now but yet it will be engraved in my heart in a very long moment as i live....Thanks school so i can't know a lot of things,friendship,failure,love,heartbreak,study,math,and other else.....
Hope can return the time to its owner for a moment so i can enjoy the moment in school again...

Back to this place...I have to struggle to get something in the university....A job that i've never done in my old neighborhood....meaning i have to change myself to be adult..But seems it causes me to feel that i've already old..old enough but not adult enough....
Maybe i should find interesting things to make me feel younger again hahahhh...

see ya again friend...this is the forecast from lee...Hope u can enjoy the sweet and enjoyable weather today....^.^

Feel younger and do everything in spirit!!!

"Oh Happy Day"

I've know this song from the serial film of " my boss my hero"
a little peek from this story is that this story is about a yakuza who come back to study at school...And then he will find love,friendship and other wonderful and sad things....
For my friends who is at the third year...u sure have to watch this...i promise and guarantee that u will cry watching this film....hahahha

enough for the advertisement.....Today i've done many things that for me is wonderful...Example....Taught drawing to children...Maybe i'm not a pro in drawing but it's very fun to teach them hahahaha...
sometimes they've cross my line...but there's still children so i try to be patient hahahahah...
Many things fun by teaching children hehehhe....
Oh happy day!!!!hahahha
Yiiipiiieee....
seems i'm childish too..so they could like me hahahhhahaha

see ya friend for another story wkwkwk

BAck again...

Hey boys and girls...finally I'm Back!!!!hahahha...
BAck to write something i mean....

sometimes there's something weird i feel with what was happening inside my head....
Sometimes  feel to if my head doesn't stick to my torso..maybe my head will be gone right now...
Yes..I am very careless and old...
i don't believe i can lost my keys again...It has been for three times i lost it...
waaaaa.....what happened to me..I'm similar to the 60-old man but with 17-old face...
luckily i have the duplicate so i can open my cupboard or unlock my bicycle again...
maybe i should buy some replacement brain for me hahahaha...
or maybe i should change the motherboard on my brain awawawaw....

Moving towards the model house that i design...
Hope i could finish it hehehehe...wish me luck guys...

See ya again friends

The worst night ever...

Recently,i got a very unexplainable night..yes i got dreams...
The horrible thing is i got 2 nightmare and an usual dream...
so i woke up for about 4 times and of course causes me headache and sleepiness until now...
but what i remember the bost is my dream which i've been chased by a man with knife in his hand...
and honestly when i woke up i feel something uneasy...something weird...my body was shivering and i feel frightened...
don't know what it means but i try to think positive and luckily the next night...i can sleep well even though i woke up once because there's loudly noise...and i believe that's from the mosque hehehehehe...

Even a nice night have come to me but yet i still feel very sleepy...
and maybe because of lacking time of sleep,some acne shows upon my face hahahahaha..
hate it so much...
o...sometimes i also feel very super duper sleepy then i try to relax in my bed which turn into the 2 hour sleeping although i got job to do...
so when i woke up i will become like having possessed...don't have spirit,a little bit panic because late for the job or school and sometimes get a heavy headache...just like what i am feeling right now..hahahaha...

seems the time have shows half past twelve...
times feeling so fast when they start to move....
me too now had to move..
crawling down to school from my cave....

nb:
for my friend who is trying sooo hard for our test...
don't be sad if there's some failure even if you have tried hard...
just step forward and try again...I sure you'll can do it even gt the perfect score...
Keep your spirit and don't forget to unleashed it in the test..hahahha

see ya and have a very super duper nice day...

Happily in the bad mood...

Geez...where would i start????:O
maybe from this morning when i do smthing that i most proud of in my ability..
I feel alll i've done in that activity is wrong...
when i moved i lose..when i stand i lose...everything felt to be wrong and incorrect..

Then in the afternoon,try to make something delicious but turns into something that raw and perfectly unfinished...so damn today...feeling to be alone is better...

but...but...and but...
There's 2 people that turn this into a wonderful day...hehehehhe....
make me smile even by watching the technology...
maybe some of u know maybe not...
but Thanks anyway...I'm happy..Thanks a lot...hahahaha...
Hve a nice weekend and see ya..

Freeedom!!!!!

This day is the first freedom that i feel after the test even it's not totally free,just free from exam hahaha...

But yesterday,honestly i can't sleep...i keep thinking about the freedom that i et when i back to medan in holiday...
Yet i don't know whether i'll back to medan or not this jan...
I just keep thinking about some girls that have entered my heart especially 'her'
Maybe only some of my friend that can understand hhehehe...
thinking about her make me very sad...thinking is it wrong to go to bandung or not...
But....
I've already here and i can't denie it hehehe..
I must try to succeed...
Yes!!! if someody ask me is there another girl close to me...
Again i don't know is she really like me or not...

It's too complicated heheheh...
To be single is the better but maybe to be couple is the best...

And now i'll gonna enjoy my freeeedom...by riding bicycle around bandung hahaha...
chilly wind help me no to sweating all over my body and the scenery around makes me realize of the beauty and wonderful life this is even i am single hahaha....

Em for the one that realizethat i like her..don't afrid to tell and wait for me...
because i'll never be doubted by u hhahahaha....
this is what i call "the weather forecast from Leewan" which is a little bit chilly because the winds even the sun gives us warmth...
^o^

Is there anything worse than exam???

Exactly what is the use of examination...

To test ourself?or to realize ourself whether we're clever or dumb....

ckckckck...for me it's just make ourself stress and also frightening....

when suddenly somebody whisper to you and say 'The Test Is Comiiiing!!!'

then i sure your face will like this pic below

 

hahhahaa.....and only one word came to your mind..."DAMN"

also the scariest face from your mom that will haunted u if u got a bad mark....

But for me...

I just take it easy...as long as i don't get D...Yeah, okay....

different from my family who always want me to get B or A...

Wah.. I even too afraid to imagine about it...

or even how's the way to get that score...

hahahaha...Too frustrating and complicating...

For those who is getting test in medan,bandung,Jakarta,England,Taiwan,Australia or even other country..

Gud Luck Bro and sis....

The point is don't commit suicide even when you feel crazy about test hahahaha....

This lifehad much more things that beautiful and amazing...

Hope u can't enjoy this life as I do hahahaha...

see ya... 

Peace..^.^

Ouch..

The time i woke up this morning,i realize that something was not quite good with my body.. When i try to wake up.. Ouch! Ouch? All my body hurt and powerless.. That's why i only can lying and watch 'personal taste'. But i'm happy,i can totally relaxed today hahaha..

What can i do if i really in medan?Is there anybody care for me there except my parents?I think i should dare to be alone and fight anything with my all guts..
Don't know why i said about this but maybe it's what i'm feeling about now hahaha..

Again and again...

Maybe it's to late to post a blog now but yeah what do i care hahahaha....

don't know where to start,maybe from the championship i and my friend follow..
We start with a big dream that is to win and get the first rank for the futsal and badminton championship...
But...but...and but... finally the result...
I got the second in futsal...
and the worst...I got nothing in the badminton....What an embarassing moment for me....

and now i got a headache and a little fever...
Hope it won't become worse....
see ya again

17 hours to go

deg...deg...deg....only 17 hours to go before our championship for sport tomorrow....
aaaaaahhh....Can't stand the happiness from it....Surely my team should be the first and the best....
GAnbattee....That's the perfected world to suited us tomorrow...
Hope for the support from you guys hahahha....

So happy...
so unpatient for tomorrow....
Oooo Buddha maybe this is the craziness of soccer hahahahahha....
Be the no 1!!!!hhahah....

one motto: hope for the best and prepare for the worst...wkwkwkw....(flushing)hahahahah

If anybody ask me about memory in medan then...

 Start with my childhood memory... 

then all of us grown up 

getting adult 

until the marriage of my cousin then about fren

starts with a lot of things in school... 

when we do anything we like 

or even go to anywhere we like and having fun 

until the unity and happiness we have 

 makes every expression we like

or even every haircut we like ex my baldy head ^.^ 

Then continue to my...my best organization of BLIA that 

makes my smile never flew away from me 

then comes to the first time i go to "dao chang" 

and the first volunteers i follow... 

which makes me know many people and many things 

like shou yu that again makes my smile never

flew away from me 

and even makes me the boss of my world 

And......

The best program for me...

The OLD n NEW Festival...

The best thing that ever happen in my life... 

Look!!!How bright my smile here ^.^

And here where i know love that i couldn't get... 

here comes the methodist-3 Blia YAD heheheh 

and also when an unpredictable situation

where i can't take pic... 

or even the childish things that we played hahahaha 

Then....

Here we can admit that a balll can unite the whole things into One.... 

 another example of our unity

the last memory before i go to bandung...

The birthday of my friend...

MR.Tanaka...

Love this day a lot..... 

 all of this memory makes me FOCUS....like this pic

and makes me dare to dream a lot in  Bandung 

 So i must study hard and read a lot of book

So I can be big just like this tree....

Together with my friend n cousin...

See ya again....

this memory never be disappeared from me....

Just an ordinary case

Em i feel i want to write a lot..but honestly,i am stuck with what i should tell.. There's something i shouldn't tell although i feel i must..haha.. So awkward..
Haah..The test today is totally massacre for me.. I screw it a lot..Write a lot but maybe only right half..Just when i read the question,my eyes seems to pop out and my hand seems to shiver intensely.. Don't understand the question,neither how to do it.. Just be brave and write it all..
Maybe i'm not a nice boy,yet i want to find nice girl..
See ya

This Night

again some problems come...Even though lots of joke accompany me...but still i feel sad cause i couldn't have the wallet in my hand....
So sad but What can I do...
Lots of memory inside it that can't be forgotten by me....

enough for the bad things...I've just found a very nice song from my friend "SAY"
What a nice song with a nice melody....Very nice and by John Mayer...
Love it so much...Kept it in my handphone.
another nice story I've had is now i had a very nice joking with my friend....wkwkwkwk...
Trying to snap out my sadness....hehehe...

And....
Hope i really could find the right girl even it's taking 4 years before back to Medan...

Thanks blog...hahahha

Burning Test...

The First day test!!!!! what can i do....
Dizzy for sure and don't know what to do...
Yet i try the best...even that finally i realize for doing the test in the wrong paper...Oh hell me....
Try not to panic but still my heart beating like drum afraid to get C....

And i just can sing :
" Yesterday, all my trouble seem so far away....
There's a shadow.................(forgot)
OOO I believe in yesterday....
suddenly....(forgot again)"
hhahahha....
The Beatle's song..."Yesterday"

see ya again hahahah

What is wrong or right...

Honestly today has been a very boring and confuse day for me... There's little text message...
only a lot of homework and also the nervousness for the test... and still i don't know whom to tell..Even though this night i had a very high laughing situation with my friend hehehehe..


sometimes i confuse what is wrong or right...whether to go home medan or not...
it seems that there's something struggling inside my brain and heart...
Try to figure out what is wrong or right..


another things that i dizzy about is about Love...
Yeah it's a very complicated thing that can't be explainable..
I don't know which girl is right for me...and is it right to find a girl now or not...
Cause afraid that i don't have enough time for her...
even if i love her very much...It will make her very sad...
and although i've probably found the RIGHT girl... I sure she don't want because I'm in other city...^.^


Ah yes,there's also my friend that has a very difficult situation now...
I feel some pity for her.. And i sure that she could control her hard situation maybe by blogging...hehe...
Just one hope for her...wish she could find what she search and also Smile!!...^o^


wish me luck tomorrow friend....

Hours to Exam

A very unlucky night

Damn man.. I lose my home key,my room key and my cupboard key.. Don't understand how could i be without that key.. Damn,how foolish i am.. T.T

What a happy day...

my first time

fuh...
this is my first time write blog...
it's a little bit confused but seem this could help me for my under depression college hahahhaa...
hope my life will be helped with this hehehhe....
see ya again hehehe