It's my risk...

Just a couple days ago i figured out that i must stop to online first....
stop chatting,and even play facebook...
hahahaha...
maybe it has been a very hard situation that i have to take this decision...
It was not other than my bad mark and my totally massive assignment....
For the assignment,it's not because the amount but it was because my lacking of idea to make the design hahahaha
And for my test...i got a quite horrible mark....making me to have to try harder and fight harder for my final test so i won't replay the same subject next semester hahahaha....
so maybe i will unknown for about 1 month or more wkwkwkw....
hope this can work so my mark will be much better hahaha...
Ah...sorry but i'm not being arrogant or forget my friend wkwkwk...
After all the test i will search for all of u again...i promise wkwkkwkw....
but i will never stop blogging....just wait for my condition here...if even you want to know ahhahha....

just the same weather i had here...
Even some addition come such as th warmth from some of my friend and also my brother,as well as my cousin...Happy feeling flow through my body after taught some children drawing today...hehehe...

Right then..Have a wonderful saturday night for all my friends around the world....
see you guys again hahahha

A night to fight...

Just recovering from the illness yesterday..just some headache and fever to accompany my night..
Not the worst night i ever get however hahahaha...Just thanked buddha i don't get the worst one...
but luckily when i ty to get up from my bed,i feel my head better an i try to work some homework out..
fortunately can finish it.. Just need some strong will to finish it ahahaha...

even though i got some illness,i feel quite happy because yesterday my group wins the first futsal match held by us in OBC...(just the place to play futsal near my campus)
and i score a goal...even just a goal,i feel happy because could make some attempt to help the other score hahahha...
but some bad things happen,not only because it was raining before my friend's match finished,but also some teams argued because of their losing situation and they try to point toward other people that they were wrong..the fact is that was the worst thing to do.. they should cooperate and also accept the lose together...wkwkwkwkw...

fuuuuh....what a very nice weather...the chilly and nice weather i had here in bandung wkwkwkw.. can't be patient anymore to finally can go home to medan wkwkwk....i'm looking forward to it hahha...
even though there's the final test i must face hahahaha....

alright then..Hope all of you could have a wonderful day...
see ya friends wkwkw

Teenage Dream

Just like the song of Katy Eerry...
Every teenage got their dream....
And me as a teenage got a very weird dream and wish..not to being rich or other else but i chose to hope that i could be with my old friends again in school even for 1 day or even for a night...
There's no other words for my feeling except I miss them a lot wkwkwkw....
maybe because i missed every farewell party in my school and other activity...so i feel something missing in my teenage life...
maybe i could become a witch if i can because i will study all spell especially to return my time backwards hahahaha...
what a wonderful dream...
speaking about witch or sorcerer...Yesterday i watch 'Harry Potter The Deadly Hollows'....
And for me the mark from 0 to 100 is 95...It's a marvelous and amazing film...Even when i finished watching it,i still wanted to buy the DVD....It's to cool to be missed...i assured you...watch it quickly!!!!hahahahah...
It came with the best scenario and climax...but pity it's just part 1...So ashame that i have to wait for half a year again to watch the second part ahhahaha....
But maybe i'll try to patient wkwkwkkw...

Just another story when today i play volley..
i realize that i'm not try enough and have to train harder wkwkwwk...
I feel i still weak...not able to receive the ball well and can't spike the ball well...
what a bad timing i got hahaha...hate it so much....
and i got something when i got home....

maybe you can't see it well but my cheeks getting red because of sun bathing while playing volley outdoor hahahaha....red like tomatoes....wkkwkwk

Another weather forecast for me...
right here in bandung,the weather is quite chilly as usual..even though in the morning it as hot like the microwave hahahaha...and also quiet with some sounds of motorcycle...don't know what makes today out of rain even my minds seems to be raining homeworks and feeling of miss my friends...wkwkwkw...

See ya again and hope u all get the best saturday night...

A nice Red Sign...

Just a few days ago i got a wonderful holiday....even though i feel really pity for the massacre killing of animal around the world,the worst is that my friend even saw the cow crying when being cut off its head...
Yet it is still a nice holiday for me...ehehehe...
That day i went to a place with the name  "Kampung Gajah".
there,i found some interesting things and also a lot of funny things... i feel very comfortable with the air there...very chilly windfull and nice air that i got there... i feel very fresh not only when i enter the place but also when i circling around there...
maybe in some other times i'll be going there again hehehe....
then i saw some amazing scenery when i was about going home...
it's something that i've been failed to fly it since last year....

This is it... even the cloud seems to very unfriendly...yet this hundreds of kites still fly up to the sky....
Love this picture so much...hahahha

Blast weekend...

what a very nice weekend i have this month...
Along with the horrible homework i have,i was accompany by a lot of funny,interesting and happy felling...
Just a few example, a nice dinner,a nice suprise from my family, happy 'acapella' singing,slept in my friend's place,teach some child and playing with them..and the best is.....
Yesterday night!!! by following the 50th anniversary from one of faculty in my university...(secret) hahaha
i was very satisfied back there...hahaha...after the training we've got and every sacrifice that we've given...
when everything finished,all of us scream a lot hahaha...it was a regretful memory aand i love it so much wkwkwkw...
The stomping,percussion,the panel and of cours the singing such as "acapella" combined into one and serve the best thing that u can watch ahahha...

don't know how to express my exploding feeling wkwkkw.....

And i'm also happy can teach many people a little bit about SUJU...hope they can also mastered it as what i've trained for wkwkwkw...

the forecast for today is the very light and peaceful weather that can make everybody to see clearly and also be cheerful even though it was accompany with the small raining.. the similar feeling that i got...even though i was very cheerful,yet i still got some sad feeling...
the worst and hardest thing to be explained..
Hope u enjoy this and have a wonderful SUNDAY!!!!!hhahahha

a 12 hour sleep

Finally finished my miniature and even have not been marked,i quite satisfied hahahahha..
next time i'll put it into my blog hehehehee...
and when i get home,change clothes then for about 5 pm i go to sleep and the most weird things is this morning at 6 am i woke up so i sleep for about 12 hour hahahaha...but it's really refreshing sleep....hahahahah.. i don't feel any sleepy feeling again hahahahha.....

hai BB i'm coming wkwkwkw...

See ya again ffriends...Just a small blog for a nice and little feeling i have hahaha

The new one for me...

hey friends seems like i'll got a new one this month...
not new girl but rather new handphone such as blackberry...

The real fact is i'm quite afraid to use it,afraid i'll be crazy of it...every moment i'll spend with it hahahaha
hope this won't be reality hehe...

Now i'm doing my miniature again...cause it's going to submit tomorrow...hope it will be accept hehehhe...
and of course get a great mark..
even though now my thigh,legs,back and hips are stiff because the physics training i got 2 days ago...
I still have to survive this test...i must do my best so i won't embarrasing my family who have support me until now..
Oh yes...i'm sorry to for not coming to my 'she fu' teachings which i've missed a lot...
so sorry...hahaha...maybe i'll follow it next time...Hope i can back to medan too hehehe...
so many people i missed for hahaha...

the weather forecast for today..is quite a silent and peaceful night,where i got no friend next to me and a lot of things to do hehe...Just a chilly night hehehe...

see ya alll...
don't forget to comment hahaha

Bleeding night hahahaha

Yesterday i found a horrible thing happen...
I cut my finger.....it was accidentally happen when i was cutting the greyboard for my maket hahahaha...
first i don't realize but then suddenly i saw there's something flow out from my finger....
what!!! Blood...
then i try to suck it....but the blood never want to stop flowing down...
then my next attemp is i try to press it to my shirt...after a few minutes finally the blood stop flowing...
Fuh feeling so relieve hahhaha....
now trying to put the band-aid even hurts still a little hehehehe...

be careful guys...don't do the same thing as i am ahhahahaha

Chasing the deadline

What a week i must rush for...
Imagine just 5 more day before i summit my homework...
and i even don't confident enough for the design...what a disaster i'm doing hahahha...
seems that i've need to stay awake for another day to do this hahahaha...
so funny...
i think i should try agel wkwkwkkwkw...
the best vitamin i ever taste...then i should upgrade my gear again also my chip inside my head so i could work harder and faster...heheheh...

Feeling that everything is going wrong...and i need to be focus right now...

Today,the weather seems to be quite nice even though it can't help the like or the rush feeling i'm having...plus some ex rainy day from yesterday makes it more chilly and also help some people to be deep inside their sleep...making somebody forget their problems and try only to sleep...honestly it's what i want but in relity i must fight not to get great mark but just to do the best for myself heheheheh...

hve a nice day...see ya bloggers wkwkwkw

New record!!! Have to be read....wkwkwkw

Morning guys...This is the first time i wrote my blog in the morning...so happy i start my day with a blog...yiiipiiiee....wkwkwkw....
new record has been done by me...
i don't sleep for one day even a minute...hahahaha...not bbq,playing or other else but making my homework..It's really a WOW right hahahahha...

just to share this...hope u can enjoy this day and please don't try what i've done today at home wkwkwkwk...
For the one i like...hope today you can study welll...next time i'll upload my homework hehehhe...
see ya again friend and hve a blast day!!!!hehehehe

^.^ big smile....

Heartbeat...

For note...this title is not about the song from 2 pm...It's about something i have felt since i was in high school and still sometimes recently hahahha...

Some short stoy...-o-
A couple months before i departed to bandung...I found somone that stole my heart and make a midget coming inside my heart and knock it every time i saw her...like..BAng..bang..bang...
so funny and fantastic...seems like when i with her i can't be bored even almost one hour....feeling like being daydreaming all the time...hahahha...
yes i like her..but a lot of things blocked me from her...something or someone i can't betray...2 words from facebook..It's complicated....so i take the risk and just keep my feeling inside without a chance to tell her yet...
Then i try to force myself when i've already in bandung to ell my feeling...even though she have the positive answer but and but because i study outside my hometown,she can't also force herself to be with me...i understand...This is the something that i was talking about...

Yet i found difficulties to forget about this girl hehehe...then suddenly i found a very nice girl...at that time i just so so but don't know why i feel something that i call like...but i realize it's not easy to be in love with somebody and maybe she also got smeone i don't know inside her heart...so maybe i should step aside and try to vanish this kind of feeling first...

The one i like when i was in school..so sorry to have dissapointed u..even u lied to me sometimes...
to the one i like now...sorry too..hahaha

Oh yes love is something that hard to get..don't say love if u are only in like situation...think positive and all the risk..When u sure...then SAY it!!!!!hahahha

This is another weather forecast from lee...What a chilly night,makes me feeing the romance that covers my heart a couple months ago..or a months ago...sory for the one i don't have feeling...just don't want to hurt u..so sorry...

note the one i like is the one that everyday was calling me with her handphone,and recently give me a gift...
curious???Find her then wkwkkwkw...

see ya friend...hopeu enjoy this night as i am in bandung..Maket..I'm coming ahahhaha

Time past so fast...

So funny when i remember the times i was decorating my class,dance training for the logo official announcement for my class...so many things that makes me feel a lot more younger that time..Very happy taking picture with friend...Try not to be overreacting but honestly hard to deny that i'm not doing it.. Feeling that there will be nothing that can separate me and my friend...what an enjoyable feeling i was having...every moment that i had there surely can't be done again now but yet it will be engraved in my heart in a very long moment as i live....Thanks school so i can't know a lot of things,friendship,failure,love,heartbreak,study,math,and other else.....
Hope can return the time to its owner for a moment so i can enjoy the moment in school again...

Back to this place...I have to struggle to get something in the university....A job that i've never done in my old neighborhood....meaning i have to change myself to be adult..But seems it causes me to feel that i've already old..old enough but not adult enough....
Maybe i should find interesting things to make me feel younger again hahahhh...

see ya again friend...this is the forecast from lee...Hope u can enjoy the sweet and enjoyable weather today....^.^

Feel younger and do everything in spirit!!!