to Ms preeetooy...

good evening peps..
first of all i would say that i'm really sorry for my friend which had been hurt by me...
Honestly i just haven't really determined yet whom i really like...
sometimes i said i like you but yet i fell like i'm into 2 person's heart...
this is why i'm not dare to take the chances for us to be closer..
It's because i don't want to hurt your feeling when it's wrong..
so maybe it's better to tell you first than when both of us really close..it'll maybe hurt you more..
and me myself know that you really can't forget the boy who really make you go crazy...( aussie boy )
and i don't want any of us regret when we take the option...
this is why i got hesitate to be a lot closer...
really sorry...

and as you know,this is what makes me say that i'm not that "good"...
even in fact i'm really not good person..i admit it...
and i'm in the progress to make me better...
i don't know how it will turn out,will the result is i'm better or worse,i'll take it..
but i hope i'll be better..Please don't wait for me..(sorry if i'm to "big head")
Because you got a very bright future..a very super duper bright future that even me can't reach it..
and i hope that you can forget the aussie boy if you don't feel comfortable and find another china boy which is very nice and real good in inner or even physic beauty..
you really deserve it.. in fact you are a really good girl that will turn to a marvelous woman..hehehe...

it's really nice to know you and having a chat,webcam,or even talking to you..hehehe...
and i would love to be your friends and also best friend (be pu) hehehehe... how bout that??hehe
from leetoooy...wkakakaka...

sorry y...comment it to know your response..

I'm back again!!!

hahahahhaa....i'm starting it with a smile peps...
it's been a quite a long time since the last time i wrote blog...maybe almost 2 or 3 month i think..
so...
lots of good news and bad news have come to me in this whole timeout....
not only that, me myself also enjoying watching variety show like "Running man" which causing me a very horrible scream,laugh,laugh till cry,or even stomachace disease...
i really suggest all of you watching it...hehehe..
it's really a very nice break for you who got a really busy and lousy activity whole day..hahahaha...

but...but...and my butt...
when it came to things such as problems...nothing can make them easier to be dealing with,even using all good methods...
not only problems in what i am doing now,or what i am studying now but also what i am feeling now...
me have been feeling unsure who the girl i really like right now...it's really confusing right,sometimes i fell like i'm into this girl but suddenly i realize i was wrong and it'll happen all the time...
i dunno why i could be like this.. some girls told me that it's because i've been good to all girls,so i'm not only making them misunderstood but also making myself more confuse of it...
so what i'm doing now is i try to give the right place for those who i really like and who i felt only as a friend..or even a bestfriend..
Yet I'm still a Loner....
For what i've done in this whole 19 years that makes you misunderstood, I'm sorry..so sorry...
anyway pep..i'll try to keep in touch as often as possible..
so every good advise tht i receive could i pass to all of you so all of us also could be a better person...

oh yes!!! tomorrow my niece will be marry...sounds weird right??yup she's almost 22 but because her grandmother is my aunt so she is my niece then..hhahaha... time moves really fast, right?
congrats to her and hope she will be a very nice wife and mother in the next few years later...
chukaee!!!!!

anyway wish me to be a better person and better man!!!seumdwa!!
kansahamnida....

i'm in koreafever!!!hahahaha