Life is a choice... Take not only the choices but also the risk...
seumdwa!!!

Saturday 30 October 2010

"Oh Happy Day"

I've know this song from the serial film of " my boss my hero"
a little peek from this story is that this story is about a yakuza who come back to study at school...And then he will find love,friendship and other wonderful and sad things....
For my friends who is at the third year...u sure have to watch this...i promise and guarantee that u will cry watching this film....hahahha

enough for the advertisement.....Today i've done many things that for me is wonderful...Example....Taught drawing to children...Maybe i'm not a pro in drawing but it's very fun to teach them hahahaha...
sometimes they've cross my line...but there's still children so i try to be patient hahahahah...
Many things fun by teaching children hehehhe....
Oh happy day!!!!hahahha
Yiiipiiieee....
seems i'm childish too..so they could like me hahahhhahaha

see ya friend for another story wkwkwk

Friday 29 October 2010

BAck again...

Hey boys and girls...finally I'm Back!!!!hahahha...
BAck to write something i mean....

sometimes there's something weird i feel with what was happening inside my head....
Sometimes  feel to if my head doesn't stick to my torso..maybe my head will be gone right now...
Yes..I am very careless and old...
i don't believe i can lost my keys again...It has been for three times i lost it...
waaaaa.....what happened to me..I'm similar to the 60-old man but with 17-old face...
luckily i have the duplicate so i can open my cupboard or unlock my bicycle again...
maybe i should buy some replacement brain for me hahahaha...
or maybe i should change the motherboard on my brain awawawaw....

Moving towards the model house that i design...
Hope i could finish it hehehehe...wish me luck guys...

See ya again friends

Monday 25 October 2010

The worst night ever...

Recently,i got a very unexplainable night..yes i got dreams...
The horrible thing is i got 2 nightmare and an usual dream...
so i woke up for about 4 times and of course causes me headache and sleepiness until now...
but what i remember the bost is my dream which i've been chased by a man with knife in his hand...
and honestly when i woke up i feel something uneasy...something weird...my body was shivering and i feel frightened...
don't know what it means but i try to think positive and luckily the next night...i can sleep well even though i woke up once because there's loudly noise...and i believe that's from the mosque hehehehehe...

Even a nice night have come to me but yet i still feel very sleepy...
and maybe because of lacking time of sleep,some acne shows upon my face hahahahaha..
hate it so much...
o...sometimes i also feel very super duper sleepy then i try to relax in my bed which turn into the 2 hour sleeping although i got job to do...
so when i woke up i will become like having possessed...don't have spirit,a little bit panic because late for the job or school and sometimes get a heavy headache...just like what i am feeling right now..hahahaha...

seems the time have shows half past twelve...
times feeling so fast when they start to move....
me too now had to move..
crawling down to school from my cave....

nb:
for my friend who is trying sooo hard for our test...
don't be sad if there's some failure even if you have tried hard...
just step forward and try again...I sure you'll can do it even gt the perfect score...
Keep your spirit and don't forget to unleashed it in the test..hahahha

see ya and have a very super duper nice day...

Saturday 23 October 2010

Happily in the bad mood...

Geez...where would i start????:O
maybe from this morning when i do smthing that i most proud of in my ability..
I feel alll i've done in that activity is wrong...
when i moved i lose..when i stand i lose...everything felt to be wrong and incorrect..

Then in the afternoon,try to make something delicious but turns into something that raw and perfectly unfinished...so damn today...feeling to be alone is better...

but...but...and but...
There's 2 people that turn this into a wonderful day...hehehehhe....
make me smile even by watching the technology...
maybe some of u know maybe not...
but Thanks anyway...I'm happy..Thanks a lot...hahahaha...
Hve a nice weekend and see ya..

Friday 22 October 2010

Freeedom!!!!!

This day is the first freedom that i feel after the test even it's not totally free,just free from exam hahaha...

But yesterday,honestly i can't sleep...i keep thinking about the freedom that i et when i back to medan in holiday...
Yet i don't know whether i'll back to medan or not this jan...
I just keep thinking about some girls that have entered my heart especially 'her'
Maybe only some of my friend that can understand hhehehe...
thinking about her make me very sad...thinking is it wrong to go to bandung or not...
But....
I've already here and i can't denie it hehehe..
I must try to succeed...
Yes!!! if someody ask me is there another girl close to me...
Again i don't know is she really like me or not...

It's too complicated heheheh...
To be single is the better but maybe to be couple is the best...

And now i'll gonna enjoy my freeeedom...by riding bicycle around bandung hahaha...
chilly wind help me no to sweating all over my body and the scenery around makes me realize of the beauty and wonderful life this is even i am single hahaha....

Em for the one that realizethat i like her..don't afrid to tell and wait for me...
because i'll never be doubted by u hhahahaha....
this is what i call "the weather forecast from Leewan" which is a little bit chilly because the winds even the sun gives us warmth...
^o^

Wednesday 20 October 2010

Is there anything worse than exam???

Exactly what is the use of examination...
To test ourself?or to realize ourself whether we're clever or dumb....
ckckckck...for me it's just make ourself stress and also frightening....
when suddenly somebody whisper to you and say 'The Test Is Comiiiing!!!'
then i sure your face will like this pic below
 

hahhahaa.....and only one word came to your mind..."DAMN"
also the scariest face from your mom that will haunted u if u got a bad mark....
But for me...
I just take it easy...as long as i don't get D...Yeah, okay....
different from my family who always want me to get B or A...
Wah.. I even too afraid to imagine about it...
or even how's the way to get that score...
hahahaha...Too frustrating and complicating...

For those who is getting test in medan,bandung,Jakarta,England,Taiwan,Australia or even other country..

Gud Luck Bro and sis....
The point is don't commit suicide even when you feel crazy about test hahahaha....
This lifehad much more things that beautiful and amazing...
Hope u can't enjoy this life as I do hahahaha...

see ya... 
Peace..^.^

Sunday 17 October 2010

Ouch..

The time i woke up this morning,i realize that something was not quite good with my body.. When i try to wake up.. Ouch! Ouch? All my body hurt and powerless.. That's why i only can lying and watch 'personal taste'. But i'm happy,i can totally relaxed today hahaha..

What can i do if i really in medan?Is there anybody care for me there except my parents?I think i should dare to be alone and fight anything with my all guts..
Don't know why i said about this but maybe it's what i'm feeling about now hahaha..

Saturday 16 October 2010

Again and again...

Maybe it's to late to post a blog now but yeah what do i care hahahaha....

don't know where to start,maybe from the championship i and my friend follow..
We start with a big dream that is to win and get the first rank for the futsal and badminton championship...
But...but...and but... finally the result...
I got the second in futsal...
and the worst...I got nothing in the badminton....What an embarassing moment for me....

and now i got a headache and a little fever...
Hope it won't become worse....
see ya again

Friday 15 October 2010

17 hours to go

deg...deg...deg....only 17 hours to go before our championship for sport tomorrow....
aaaaaahhh....Can't stand the happiness from it....Surely my team should be the first and the best....
GAnbattee....That's the perfected world to suited us tomorrow...
Hope for the support from you guys hahahha....

So happy...
so unpatient for tomorrow....
Oooo Buddha maybe this is the craziness of soccer hahahahahha....
Be the no 1!!!!hhahah....

one motto: hope for the best and prepare for the worst...wkwkwkw....(flushing)hahahahah

Thursday 14 October 2010

If anybody ask me about memory in medan then...

 Start with my childhood memory... 

then all of us grown up 

getting adult 

until the marriage of my cousin then about fren

starts with a lot of things in school... 

when we do anything we like 

or even go to anywhere we like and having fun 

until the unity and happiness we have 

 makes every expression we like

or even every haircut we like ex my baldy head ^.^ 

Then continue to my...my best organization of BLIA that 
makes my smile never flew away from me 

then comes to the first time i go to "dao chang" 

and the first volunteers i follow... 

which makes me know many people and many things 
like shou yu that again makes my smile never
flew away from me 

and even makes me the boss of my world 

And......
The best program for me...
The OLD n NEW Festival...
The best thing that ever happen in my life... 

Look!!!How bright my smile here ^.^
And here where i know love that i couldn't get... 

here comes the methodist-3 Blia YAD heheheh 

and also when an unpredictable situation
where i can't take pic... 

or even the childish things that we played hahahaha 

Then....
Here we can admit that a balll can unite the whole things into One.... 

 another example of our unity

the last memory before i go to bandung...
The birthday of my friend...
MR.Tanaka...
Love this day a lot..... 

 all of this memory makes me FOCUS....like this pic

and makes me dare to dream a lot in  Bandung 

 So i must study hard and read a lot of book

So I can be big just like this tree....
Together with my friend n cousin...

See ya again....
this memory never be disappeared from me....

Wednesday 13 October 2010

Just an ordinary case

Em i feel i want to write a lot..but honestly,i am stuck with what i should tell.. There's something i shouldn't tell although i feel i must..haha.. So awkward..
Haah..The test today is totally massacre for me.. I screw it a lot..Write a lot but maybe only right half..Just when i read the question,my eyes seems to pop out and my hand seems to shiver intensely.. Don't understand the question,neither how to do it.. Just be brave and write it all..
Maybe i'm not a nice boy,yet i want to find nice girl..
See ya

Tuesday 12 October 2010

This Night

again some problems come...Even though lots of joke accompany me...but still i feel sad cause i couldn't have the wallet in my hand....
So sad but What can I do...
Lots of memory inside it that can't be forgotten by me....

enough for the bad things...I've just found a very nice song from my friend "SAY"
What a nice song with a nice melody....Very nice and by John Mayer...
Love it so much...Kept it in my handphone.
another nice story I've had is now i had a very nice joking with my friend....wkwkwkwk...
Trying to snap out my sadness....hehehe...

And....
Hope i really could find the right girl even it's taking 4 years before back to Medan...

Thanks blog...hahahha

Burning Test...

The First day test!!!!! what can i do....
Dizzy for sure and don't know what to do...
Yet i try the best...even that finally i realize for doing the test in the wrong paper...Oh hell me....
Try not to panic but still my heart beating like drum afraid to get C....

And i just can sing :
" Yesterday, all my trouble seem so far away....
There's a shadow.................(forgot)
OOO I believe in yesterday....
suddenly....(forgot again)"
hhahahha....
The Beatle's song..."Yesterday"

see ya again hahahah

Monday 11 October 2010

What is wrong or right...

Honestly today has been a very boring and confuse day for me... There's little text message...
only a lot of homework and also the nervousness for the test... and still i don't know whom to tell..Even though this night i had a very high laughing situation with my friend hehehehe..


sometimes i confuse what is wrong or right...whether to go home medan or not...
it seems that there's something struggling inside my brain and heart...
Try to figure out what is wrong or right..


another things that i dizzy about is about Love...
Yeah it's a very complicated thing that can't be explainable..
I don't know which girl is right for me...and is it right to find a girl now or not...
Cause afraid that i don't have enough time for her...
even if i love her very much...It will make her very sad...
and although i've probably found the RIGHT girl... I sure she don't want because I'm in other city...^.^


Ah yes,there's also my friend that has a very difficult situation now...
I feel some pity for her.. And i sure that she could control her hard situation maybe by blogging...hehe...
Just one hope for her...wish she could find what she search and also Smile!!...^o^


wish me luck tomorrow friend....

Hours to Exam

Sunday 10 October 2010

A very unlucky night

Damn man.. I lose my home key,my room key and my cupboard key.. Don't understand how could i be without that key.. Damn,how foolish i am.. T.T

What a happy day...

my first time

fuh...
this is my first time write blog...
it's a little bit confused but seem this could help me for my under depression college hahahhaa...
hope my life will be helped with this hehehhe....
see ya again hehehe