Don't know actually how to say or even tell this...
But first of all won't write anybody name of course...and for that someone..just take it easy because i am not mad at all with u..I am not angry
too..I was only upset..upset with myself actually..
Remember what I said..I don't angry with u at all..hehehe...
Em first of all maybe I would confess that I really have feeling to that girl..and yes she know it..
The problem started when the first time my mind though that she also have the same feeling.. I keep that mind until one day I ask her seriously that wheyher she had that kind of feeling or not..
Even though I can't be her couple because of one and another reason but I just want to know..
Why??because by knowing the answer I can know too whether I was right or being deceive by my mind this whole time..
But it turned out to be my worst prediction..for this whole time,I was only being deceived by my own mind..the fact is she don't have the feeling but I was too over confident and feel that she got the feeling..
This is what actually make me upset..this kind of childish mind I have!! This over confident thinking I have!! This!! All of this can't be kept forever for me..
I have to change this kind of mind!!! And I was really grateful that she tell me the truth so I can realised something bad which can make me better...thanks anyway..
Em she ask me not to wait..do you know what will I do?? Don't know?? Let me tell u the answer.. Yes!!! I don't know too hahahahah...this part is secret...
Em because of this I want to tell for all of u,don't afraid to love someone..because it's really nice to know that feeling..allthough u get heartbreak,no problem..don't commit suicide too..try to understand and fighting man!!!! Just like what I am doing for 'someone' which maybe my friend name betharia know ahahahhahahahaha...
Love is beautiful..but life is even more wonderful!!!try to enjoy it hehehe...
See ya again friends..
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